Lessons from my Jade Egg #006
I got chinese herbs. They were expensive, but I needed fixing. I meditated. I went to yoga. I read books on love and life and healing and self improvement. I bought online courses. I can fix this.
He chased me up the stairs because I didn't want sex. He pulled my ankles from beneath me so I fell. It hurt. It was only a joke. My shoulder froze, I cancelled work, I was out of action. He took me to have a massage to try to fix my shoulder. "It's stress, I think', I said.
"What a kind hubby picking you up." said the masseuse.
"Yes," I smiled, "I'm very lucky."
I believed myself.