Lessons from my Jade Egg #006

FIX ME.

I got chinese herbs.  They were expensive, but I needed fixing.  I meditated. I went to yoga.  I read books on love and life and healing and self improvement.  I bought online courses.  I can fix this.

He chased me up the stairs because I didn't want sex.  He pulled my ankles from beneath me so I fell.  It hurt.  It was only a joke.  My shoulder froze, I cancelled work, I was out of action.  He took me to have a massage to try to fix my shoulder.  "It's stress, I think', I said.

"What a kind hubby picking you up." said the masseuse.

"Yes," I smiled, "I'm very lucky."

I believed myself.

Sonja Lockyer