lessons from my Jade Egg #4
THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG HERE, AND ITS NOT YOUR BODY.
Whenever her came home, my body closed. My knees locked together. In my head I would coax them to part, I'd tell them we were safe, it was OK to relax. I willed them to part. Has your body ever over-ridden your will? It's how it feels when you give birth and your body takes over whilst your mind (ego) wails in the corner. There was nothing I could do, mental chatter had zero impact - my legs refused to open. HE'S NOT COMING IN.
"Trust me', he said.